And I want the world to know! I'm leaving the hospital today...in a few hours in fact. I am already dressed and ready to go as you can see in the picture. You may also notice my scar. It actually looks better today because the swelling has come down. Anyway, I am proud of my scar because it represent a battle that I am clearly wnning. I got my game face on and my game hat on and I am ready to blow this joint. I'm feeling really happy to leave, especially as they told me just yesterday that it would probably be Monday that I would leave. As my calcium levels are good this morning and they need the bed, I have been given the boot.
This was even better news especially after a very difficult night sleeping. I had been gven something to sleep but then I also had to take something later for anxiety. I think the nurses became concerned as I had started pacng the corridor. I was the only one awake apparently. I actually woke the nurses up with my schuffling. Oops! My body felt like it wasn't my own and I was tearing up in bed without feelng partcularly sad. That was why I had started walking actually. I thought it would make me feel better. That anxiety pill sure knocked me out though. I think I am going to need those replacement hormone drugs soon...very soon.
One thing at a time though. I just want to get home and give Evan a big squeeze. Apparently she has been having the time of her life over at her cousin's house - going to the pool, going to a beach she hadn't been to before, and staying up late. Yesterday, she was still sleepng when I called and it was almost 11am. I hope she will be half as happy to see me as I will be to see her. I have missed my little baby so much.
Cláudia has been such a loving and constant support through all of this. She has been able to stay the entire time allotted for visiting hours. It must have been a bit boring for her, especially when I was sleeping or just drifting out into space but it really made a difference havng her here. Oh no! I am starting to tear up again and their are people around. That is it for now.
This was even better news especially after a very difficult night sleeping. I had been gven something to sleep but then I also had to take something later for anxiety. I think the nurses became concerned as I had started pacng the corridor. I was the only one awake apparently. I actually woke the nurses up with my schuffling. Oops! My body felt like it wasn't my own and I was tearing up in bed without feelng partcularly sad. That was why I had started walking actually. I thought it would make me feel better. That anxiety pill sure knocked me out though. I think I am going to need those replacement hormone drugs soon...very soon.
One thing at a time though. I just want to get home and give Evan a big squeeze. Apparently she has been having the time of her life over at her cousin's house - going to the pool, going to a beach she hadn't been to before, and staying up late. Yesterday, she was still sleepng when I called and it was almost 11am. I hope she will be half as happy to see me as I will be to see her. I have missed my little baby so much.
Cláudia has been such a loving and constant support through all of this. She has been able to stay the entire time allotted for visiting hours. It must have been a bit boring for her, especially when I was sleeping or just drifting out into space but it really made a difference havng her here. Oh no! I am starting to tear up again and their are people around. That is it for now.